andrew and esther *
Thursday, September 28, 2006 <3 IF
If a picture paints a thousand words
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show
The you I've come to know
If a face could launch a thousand ships
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you
You're all that's left me to
And when my love for life is running dry
You come and pour yourself on me
If I could be two places at one time
I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today
Beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolving
Spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you
And when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away
we shall spend one whole day at a coffee joint one day talking all our troubles away..
=))
i just love you.
neveralone ;9:08 PM
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Monday, September 25, 2006 <3 i dont want a dead end to this road
SUPPPRPISSEEE!!
finally i'm here to blog!
yes, ME the GREAT one; Andrew's second gf =x
couldnt bear the temptation to blog about how unbelievably wonderful life is with Andrew
*grins*
oh yes!
i've got to thank Andrew for sacrificing almost 3days out of his 5rest days to help me
first he taught me differentiation and integration
than he helped me re-format my home computer!
and re-install all the programs needed
that really took up alot of his time!
feel so bad
yeaa and since then my comp's so much better :)
yups, his prelims are over.
and not much time is left towards the As, so jiayou dear!
and i'm proud of him!!
he did well, not bad for the prelims
and i dunno, just feel really glad and proud lor =p
im afraid when it comes to my turn, id screw it all up
even though im always demanding from him such good results =x
well, Andrew is just different, yknow?
i never have to worry about him not studying or not doing his hmewrk, ever
worry about him being lazy or neglecting his studies over other things like me
=x (hmm okay, do i sound like a mother here or what)
like how he always has to for me..
whether i've fallen aslp halfway while studying
doing out my study timetable
being at the other side of the phone to answer my questions
so much more..
when i was so crushed at not being able to do Math properly, he was there to encourage and offer help
there to comfort and give me confidence when i worried like mad over GPpaper
thanks dear. there would never be anyone like you, NEVER.
come to think of these past few 8mnths or so,
[although i have always been worried that the flame would eventually die out]
it only seems to get better and better and better
everyday just touches my heart deeper and deeper,
every moment spent is cherished more and more,
every action, every word, every smile;
form Good Morning to Good night..never fails to remind me how lucky i am
really.
it's really comforting and heart warming to know that there is always someone out there who deeply cares about me,
who loves me,
and wouldnt stop at anything just to see me or make me happy.
To know that there's someone who is able to understand me
and when all things are against me, and it seems that no one understands what i'm going through,
i know i have my dear to rely on and to turn to.
someone who would wipe my tears or lend a shoulder to cry on
[that crying to myself would a thing never to be heard of again.]
to just have a person who loves me just as much as i love him too =)
i still cannot accept the fact tht ive got such a great guy as my boyfriend
i love his confidence and charisma
and i love how he laughs so easily and ticklishly
how he is unafraid of expressing himself and showing his chilidsh, mature or crappy side
how he does things so systematically and organised
how he is always so awfully SWEET!
and so many indescribables..!
not for now of course, but for the future whchc still stretches out so long and wide before me
what the future may hold, i dont know
but i'm sure i don't ever want to let go...EVER.
you re the best thing that happened to me
everyday is a miracle with you.
and like i'd say:
i love love love love love you a hundred million trillion kazillion funnybunnyhippopoliions itsy bitsy teenyweeny yellow polka dot pieces loads!!
haha.
ME.
neveralone ;8:44 PM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006 <3
hahas awwh those were reallyreally SWEET entries by Andrew!
ahh can i post pictures of him tooo??
But i guess not now lar. No time, no time, NO TIME!
yeaa, as if. =x
WANNA shout out that...
I LOVE ANDREW as well!!!!!!
haha.
anw this is really interesting...
'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
now see if ya ever wanna be greedy again huh..
HAHAHS. =ppp
okays. just joking only dear!
, esther =))
neveralone ;12:20 AM
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Monday, September 11, 2006 <3 SUPRISE!!!!!
haha who said i wouldn't blog todae??? okok i'll make it a snappy one so i can be a good boy n go mug hahaha.... lemme sum up ALL tt i wanna say in 4 words n here they are
love,
andrew <3
neveralone ;12:31 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006 <3 it's only juz begun
hmmm e hols r coming to a close faster than i can say "esther!" hahaha... well this week has been rather uneventful wif all tt mugging besides our lil shopping trip on wed n...... e ipod mini!!!so so so let's start wif e ipod, since i'm realli so so excited over it =D well well it's actualli juz sth small la... i brought e faulty ipod mini fer a replacement on tue n giving esther a pleasant suprise cos it means tt she has a proper mp3 besides her phone (which is quite good alr =x) to use finally!!! i noe she has always wanted an ipod video but well, being "not-so-well-off" i'm unable to fulfill her wish (not tt she wants mi to get one fer her anw)... so i wuz thinking since this is e best i could afford, i might as well try to make her happy =))) so anw it ain't ready fer collection yet, so we're both anticipating fer e return of e pink ipod haha... lunch at e swimming club one of our mugging sessions in school =x ok i gotta say this is one of my fav, real nice eh?? all in all, this week's been real great despite all tt studying thingy... n it's all cos of esther =) i love you esther <3 <3>
so e next "big" thing wuz our shopping trip on wed after one of e most productive mugging sessions in e morning at e swimming club... we'd initially planned to go fer a swim in e morning but decided to realli mug hard haha so we spent tt morning in e library instead of e pool =)then there wuz lunch at e club wif esther's dad, which wuz one interesting experience, like how he would be able to talk about e most serious issues wif an injection of his very own humorous style of description... ahhh how light-hearted eh??
okok let's come to e main pt, which is our [window] shopping trip!!! haha i tried on many many exciting shoes from zara n puma which got mi so so wanting to get em all in my shoe rack!! n oh oh there's this nice puma sling bag tt caught my eye as well!!! hahaha... feel so materialistic after all this talk bout ipods n shoes n bags =x
so anw, switching to sth more intangible, i feel tt e thing tt hit mi e most wasn't e ipod nor e shopping trip... but e feeling of deep happiness tt encapsulates mi every morning when sending esther to school fer her various extra lessons... seeing that warm smile across her face, it suddenly dawned upon mi tt not everyone is as blessed, having someone so wonderful in ur life to care for n love you... ahh e thot of tt realli realli melts my heart... n yes, tt's e thing tt realli made this holidae a different one, amidst all tt exam tension n stress... it's comforting to noe someone is supporting you in wadeva you undertake n loving you in ur life =)
one thing i'm glad is tt, this journey's juz begun n there's still a long way to go, n every moment is as wonderful as e one b4 or after it, whether rain or shine, laughter or tears... n all this wouldn't hav been possible in my life if not fer esther =)) i love u <3<3<3
eating ice-cream!!
my diva girl!!
n yet again!!
tt morning at e tau huay shop...
neveralone ;4:14 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006 <3 you and you alone
ahh that previous post!
hmmm although it's just a simple song..i think it really means alot
i remember that was the song that made dear tear when i was in Perth
haii..i recall those days which he refers to as the "dark days"
how he was so sad and lost
missed him so muchh!
anyway...yea
just reallyreallyreally want to thank dear (once again)
i mean, seriously, i think i'd just give up on myself if not for him
and he's just done sosososmuch!
I'm really not exaggerating
whatever i want, whatever craving...no matter how unreasonable, he would always do his best to fufill that want. And he never finds them ridiculous or unreasonable..but willingly does it just to make me happy.
That touches my heart so.
Like sillysilly dear..he went to get the mini iPod fixed at $110 without me knowing, huh!
like i told him, he always says it's the least he can do...
But he always ends up doing so much for me.
The past few days, all he has been busyong himself with is meMe me..
helping me in my I & R, my PW, my Econs...
worrying about me..
doing my timetable..
encouraging me to studyhard for the PROMOS
and he's the one having exams now
and all i'm doing is taking his time up; distracting him
RAAH. i feel BAD okay, dear.
BUT, i just wanna say i appreciate every little thing you've done for me
you don't have to do alot to make me happy
you don't have to provide me everthing i want for me to be happy
you know happiness can't be bought with money
just a smile from you..showing that you appreciate my presence
a simple "hi"
a phonecall
a wink
and just the thought that someone like you loves me,
it's all enough to make me flip in the inside.
i'm just so glad to have you..you don't have to do anything more dear!!
=D
I JUST LOVE YOU.
esther.
neveralone ;12:25 AM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006 <3 when i see you smile...
Sometimes I wonder how I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you, I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cos sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free, and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby, and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile, I can face the world, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do, it's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it, 'cos you're here with me now
And one look at you baby, is all I'll ever need, it's all I'll ever need
When I see you smile, I can face the world, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile, baby, baby when I see you smile at me
i love you esther =)
<3 andrew
neveralone ;8:12 PM
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